Fence
August 14 '25 revision
When I think about my childhood, I think of the house.
Morning glories were chalices and
Rose petals pillows for fallen bees.
The peeling birch tree had eyes.
Watched us run across the street,
moving with no ail
Then it was late.
And the Strawberry tree blocked the view.
A stranger patted my shoulder.
I can still see the broken wooden fence
The creaky panel and the neighbor's garden.
Green lined with gold, everything glowed.
I have loved this for a long time.
Only a few times I've crossed.
Tentatively, my bare feet against the damp moss.
Searching, just to find a squirrel and fallen bloom.
There were voices from a distant room.
Have I grown too tall?
If now, in my old age, I
drink from the flowers, the water,
It will never be the same.
Instead, I will sink
into the mud.
Sitting far down that block,
she is scribbling with chalk.
Bench, Auckland New Zealand 2016
September 26th I saw an Angel
August 14th '25 revision
after Frank O'hara
Her breath, soft.
An angel
Has she knocked
on this door before?
But I’m here-
I am only frying an egg.
I’m here,
in this white kitchen, the tiles sturdy
beneath my feet.
Arms locked around my curved neck. I am
weighed down.
Heaven, Sarah Lawrence campus Bronxville, NY 2023
My Little Boat
August 14th '25 revision
It's raining today
The wind is strong and the
hay has gotten wet.
I'm glad I was not blown away
but still,
I will send a paper boat down to
rushing waters and follow it to the
sea,
I will set sail and leave behind all the misery
12/21/2024
Birthday at Five
November 16th 2024
Opposite to where you have sat
There is a man.
He watches you eat,
Steak dinner and potatoes
When you’re five none of it matters.
The candles, the laughter
You are all there is
Captured in eyes that miss everyone else's'
Hands that fidget, lonely beneath your seat
He asks if you’d like dessert
And you don’t think you do
But you do. You do, and he knows.
And a slice of chocolate cake comes.
He’s singing something. Can't you hear?
Yes, but you don’t listen.
The cake is sweet,
Happy Birthday.
Some houses and trees, a park with a river 2023